I can't take it anymore... my heart has been shattered time after time these 2 months. So many people i know died within this 2 months (8 wakes at a go). God my heart really hurts, tears flowing like water fall... You gave and take away, you gave and take away, my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name.
I finally understood what it means to rejoice with those who rejoice and mourn with those who mourns. The hardest blow came on 13th April, when my SP course mate, fellow crusade mate, supporter and friend, Luda Tan Kwang passed away while running on the track mill. It was a big blow right into the core of my being. I've attended his wedding last month and never to expect to attend his wake. His wife was my fellow mission trip mate to Mongolia 7 years ago. Life is indeed unpredictable. No one can choose which day, hour, place he is going to be born or die. God has the final say to the span of our lives. We might not know why but God knows and He is in control.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
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